I don't want it easy. . .

If I had known seven months ago where this path would take me I would have tried even harder to escape the responsibility. Now looking back on what seems like years rather than months, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Only recently, as the responsibilities have become easier to fulfill, did I realize how much of a blessing it was to have that constant feeling of inability. Having something that constantly keeps you turning your thoughts to God for help is more of a blessing than all the pain and discomfort that it may bring.

I don't want it easy. . . 

. . .difficulty is the greatest blessing of service.